Rewrite me...
So this is how it feels to feel nothing…ive been searching for words to describe it, its hard to come up with one concrete thought…I am drained up to the last drop…hurt, confuse, awe, humiliation, frailty, happiness, bitterness, grief, regret, stupidity, jealousy, love…god love, I do not know how to feel it now… I am now confused what these words mean…she drained me of it…now I walk like a corpse waiting to be reborn again…
I stare at myself in the mirror wishing hard to put me back in one piece, the person I know, the person that heals, yet no matter how many times I blink I am still there sitting on the floor, blank, out of words…wash me new…I want to be whole again…
Rewrite my spirits once more…
Dude... What happened? If you want to talk it out, I'm just a message away, anytime, anyplace.
Posted by: Washington | April 3, 2008 07:19 PM
in due time i will call you for a chat, maybe you'd understand...but for now, i'm drained, i stared at evil on my face, i do not want anyone to get near me, it scares the shit out of me...
Posted by: Tatum | April 3, 2008 07:54 PM