Perceptions…
Perceptions…funny how people create them in their heads…
I just want to get rid of these thoughts in my head…why would I want to go back from the base when I can reach for the stars and run up to the finish line where there’s so much more…there’s nothing wrong with looking back, there’s nothing wrong with keeping images in your head, I love doing that, I like keeping treasures in the small box hidden inside my head but it doesn’t mean I want to rummage back through it again…just because words run through me like an overflowing tide doesn’t mean you should swim through it and save the very core that creates it…go on…run like someone’s after you, it’s silly really, look back and you’ll find that no ones there …
I just don’t get it, why would you be running away and create more distance when life is so short we lose each other everyday…shouldn’t we keep those who mean something to us…I still haven’t got the time to watch the movie ‘Crash’ but I saw the trailer they were running in Star Movies, I can’t remember the exact words but it was about how people long for connections…oh here it is—’It’s the sense of touch. In any real city, you walk, you know? You brush past people, people bump into you. In L.A., nobody touches you. We’re always behind this metal and glass. I think we miss that touch so much, that we crash into each other, just so we can feel something’…—It’ so true…but I don’t think we have to welcome every bit of soul smiling back to us, its scary, and believe me, there are a lot of wolves wrapped in sheep’s clothing…but those we had before, those that used to matter, can’t we at least keep them close? Even if we don’t expect anything…even if we really don’t want to go back, but just keep something intact…why is it so hard to do that… O well, you can’t force people to be there when they don’t want…I do that myself, run when I don’t want to stay… it only means we couldn’t care less about the person we are running away from… funny…different perceptions, I wish I could decipher them all…