Sloberella
I CAN’T STOP EATING!!! I keep telling myself I will stop every time I take a bite, I say I don’t want pork, I chug them up anyway even if my system resist the taste already…sloberella… last week I played a hermit hiding in her shell, didn’t leave the house but kept my phone and dialled all the junk food delivery and ordered 3 meals and ate them up as one. Chomp chomp chomp…
I stared at myself in front of the mirror the other day and found my tummy protruding a bit, I groaned in agony…why can’t all the fat travel evenly to the rest of my body, they manage to stock up at the center while my legs and arms stay the stick that they are. Shit, when you reach the age of 25, it’s just so hard to lose the fat. I used to eat a lot before, drink a lot at night then wake up the next morning skinny as hell. I still wish for that every time I wake up in the morning but no matter how much I try, there stand a different figure staring back on the mirror already. Well o well…
On my birthday next year I want meat out of my system already, I always want to go vegan, and I know I can do it, it’s just hard to watch the things that I eat every time we are on photo shoots and all we have are junk food. I guess for now, especially that Christmas season is coming up already I will gorge on the festivities offering. Goodluck to that! Transfat OUT!
