Wanna be Happy!

Happy! I wanna be happy! And I’m going to be!

I’ve had the craziest ending for my 2006 and the most unforgettable as well…umm maybe just those that I can remember ☺. I won’t even gush over my stupid stunts and funny mishaps, Tatum won’t be Tatum if I didn’t wake up with a bruised knee or a chipped tooth, but I’m still laughing. “My spoon of oil splashed everywhere but I still have some left, and it doesn’t matter that I spilled it, it is to who and how I spilled it”. You just need to remember that by the end of the day there are responsibilities and schedules to meet.

It’s my first time to spend the new year’s eve away from my family and I’ve had the craziest emotional breakdown in one whole day, happy, scared, sad, angry, revengeful, all that shit, but in the end I just managed to be indifferent and dance the rest of the night away.

Some people really try to ruin the beginning of my year but it will only work if I let them. I wonder why bitter and insecure exes manages to crawl up on my sleeve on the eve of new year and give me the coldest words that she can offer and make me the saddest, angriest and loneliest being amidst the white wash corners of my wall and the reverberating echo of fireworks from the countdown.

What drama, in the end, it didn’t even matter, such useless word vomits, and so many happy memories now tattered…o well, in the end, I’m the one who had fun and laughed ‘til the sun greeted my weary eyes. I’m the one who had the wings to go where I want to go, love who I want to love and just be a better person…I don’t want to be angry or sad anymore or keep grudges to another person, I refuse to… I’m just like everyone else, someone who longs for peace, sincerity, happiness and contentment…

Nobody wants to be miserable, I hope that this year people will learn to forgive, have an open mind and just get along with each other. Why can’t we all just get along…sigh…o well life’s like that. Bubble pop electric…let’s just keep dancing…

Comments

[Karla]

heres to a better year ahead! I cant wait to leave! theres just way too much fucking drama in this country