First Saturday…
First Saturday of 2007 and I was still feverish with swollen lymph nodes on the neck, probably from smoking a lot since New Year…yuck…but I refuse to stay home and rest, it was ok though, had fun with a lot of people…
at least I still had my Sunday and it feels good to rest. I just felt bad that I wasted it on sleep, I could have gone to yoga or attended the charity seminar I had in mind the day before…but it’s so nice to wake up not having to worry that there’s something to rush or having to get up early and rush to work…sometimes when you work your ass off way too much you just want to crash and do nothing for a while, but I don’t want to complain, work’s been good, and I feel so lucky that I have a lot since the year started 
it’s a nice way to start a year, not stress but a lot of paying jobs…
It’s the year of the pig and I have no idea what we’re up against. I hope it’s prosperous, and I hope it doesn’t mean we’re all going to get fat! Hahaha ok that was stupid ;). Anyway, the start of the year has some quite shocking series of events, trouble in the work place, people passing away, people getting into road accidents, and others losing their house cuz of fire. Its scary but we face life never the less, I guess more responsibly :/ I don’t know…who am I to talk when I drive my life recklessly and always bumping on the edge…o well:/ last night I came across a documentary in HBO, some sort of black propaganda against the Bush administration. I don’t know much about politics, but I do know that it’s dirty and the person who really serve and do good things always gets killed. The shocking clips from the documentary was an eye opener and I feel so sad for the people who lost their loved ones during 9/11, and for what, sigh…because of greed for wealth and power. And the war now, for what, for some damn oil that keeps polluting our oceans…I don’t know what to say, it just makes me feel so small, like damn pawns or characters in the Sims. But its either we just let it depress us or do something, not fight using guns or anything that will hurt another human being, but maybe in other little things that are inspiring. It’s a sick sad world, and I hope we can all try to change it in our own little ways…