Sigh…
I just want to cuddle on my pillow and sleep for an eternity…until the dark circles around my eyes are gone… I hope it will still go away 
i read up on it and they say it could get permanent at such a young age. oh no we had a TV guesting last week and my friends and my brothers commented that i looked so harassed and looks as if i haven’t slept at all. how sad! i havent had a decent sleep for an entire year already…i’m so scared to look like a zombie …umm…”boo”…shucks…
It’s almost 7am already and i’m still here in the office working my butt off…sigh…i swear i hate people who submit their stuff late!!! They give too many reasons on why they can’t meet the deadlines! if there are too many reasons it only means they can’t do it! I want normal work hours already, i’m not even working for a call center and i have their hours…my insomnia just gets worse cuz of the work i do and i keep missing on my nonexistent social life…every time i’m on my computer on a friday or saturday night, people would text me if i’m ever coming out of my shell…there’s actually so much in life and i’m stuck looking like a robot on the computer, especially on weekends and holidays which i never get to have anymore, even during the hours of the typhoon ‘MILENYO’ i was still working amidst the fallen billboards and trees and flood on the road. I’m not complaining about work though, i love my work, work and stress is good for me but anyone needs to rest even just for a while. And i don’t get to cuz of the late materials! haaay…
My friend Champs told me about writing a hundred goals that i want to do so i can have a more productive life, and i did, i wrote a hundred and more, and i could still think of a thousand more i want to do and accomplish. I wrote a hundred and one so i could still breathe and not choke on the list, 101 being the last and beside it–”FIND LOVE” hahaha. Yeah right, after wanting to accomplish so many things there’s a possibility that i wouldnt even have the time to find it. For now i just want to put “rest” and “sleep” on my list. I can’t wait for the holidays, i’ll hybernate for a while and just go to a spa or a salon, which i havent done for ages…that’s if i can rest during my stay back in the province…life, breathe, live, work and eat…I can still do it. Gotta get back to work now so i can sleep today and wake up before lunch and try to accomplish the stuff i want done…
…candy colored dreams…i’m almost there…zzzz…argh…